Lately I've been feeling a little off. Yes I know we all get like that, it's normal, it's life. But this has been so much that I can't even begin to concentrate on doing things I need to do, such as writing a paper. I was supposed to write a paper for English on abstinence-only education and argue a point (mine was against abstinence-only education). I was reading the articles I found and got so upset with what people were saying that I couldn't take it anymore and threw the papers across the room.
I think I'm feeling trapped. I got a taste of what it was like to be on my own, away at school and out of the house. Then I came back. Yes I'm happier here than I was at Augustana, but I still want to get away. I severely want to experience college life in a good way. I want to be treated like the 18, almost 19 year-old, that I am. I want a place where I know I'll always have my friends within walking distance. A place that has something else for me to do aside from wasting my money and my time at a mall (not that I don't like shopping...just this has been too much).
I know exactly what I want out of a school. And I know where I want to go. I just hope I can get it. Then maybe I'll start feeling happy...normal...again.
I guess we'll see, huh?
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